This Is Me

Well, I am definitely not the same person I was 30 years ago. Something happened I’m not quite sure how to explain, but ever since, I’ve been changing almost daily. So it’s hard to pinpoint myself.

Perhaps comparison is the best way to describe myself in terms of before and after.

Before, I felt the world owed me something. That changed to gratefulness.

Before, I pretended a lot. That changed to something I’ll call will.

Before, I never felt the empathy I acted or sympathy, not since childhood. That changed to empathy and sympathy that come to me almost more than I like.

Before, I was guarded. Now I blurt out any and everything and trust it will, at the very least, “Do no harm”.

Before, I blamed the world. Today, I relish the discovery of all the ways I can practice vulnerability. Vulnerability has no ties to this earth, this planet or this dimension. It is a divine being completely free of all influence. It has nothing and no reason to blame anything or anyone because all it feels is love.